Senses

What are my senses trying to prove

Of my sense it stirs just one
My soul wouldn't listen to it, none

Senses search for reason
My spirit never had a spring season

One sense at a time
And the restless mind of mine
Senses always satisfying me
Are they gratifying me?

Searching for meaning
In all my senses

One's expression needs not more than one sense
Impressions do need more, that's common sense

My senses are not just for this world
This world is not for my senses, just

For people or I think my senses
Have cheated me in tenses

Guess the senses have a mind of their own
Their concensus is a rarity, I have known

One sense to another, to each other they confuse
I need my mind, what else is its use

Discerning my thought
From what for me my senses have got

Obligations, reponsibilities and duties
Senses have been over-ruled
I also blame hope in these pretenses

Senses have their attributes
My want, to them contributes

Cullinary, composition, sight, touch and aroma
Can nature play with me a bigger drama?

They have denied me my love or someone of mine
Can I blame destiny or effect celestine

For wants are mere felt needs
My senses, to whom do you heed

Are my senses what I am
Or am I my being my senses

All I really need is a mind, pure
Atleast my needs then will be taken care for sure

My felt need, is it solitude or love?
Will cater, to all my senses I love
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Loved and lost

Did I love you?
But I surely lost

Not a surprise
Definately not an apprise

Hope this ends, when
Like this every day and night,again and then

And dawn and twilight
Pity me not for this plight

I blame me, myself
That I was with you, thyself

Am home and you are away
Nature, my destiny, my fate don't flay

Dreams don't nor do pipe ones
My obsession be mine for once

For that once
I not know again

Light blinds me as does darkness

Honest your eyes
I will never impress with my lies

Helpless or hopeless
I can't love you less

Why isn't love light?
Shouldnt this be black and white?

Is it honey or like its bee stings?
Time and those memory it brings

Who cheats me?
Present tense, us, we
Past, acquired hence
Must be future tense

Its not me lying
Can you hear the requiem, Its already me dying

Will you with me flow along
Rivers and its banks sing a different song

Wonder if its an angel or a devil saying
Its easy its......love

I hate you for I loved thee
Oh love find me
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Love is blind

Oh my princess how do I show
My love for I cannot see

If its in your eyes for me
Or is it just that my heart lies to me

If you love the thoughts I have for you
If you love the thought that I love you

Taking shelter in my hope
Is an act of me on a tight rope

I cannot take the horse to your castle
For I may not know where you long for me
I can slay the dragon
But I don't even know if you belong to me

Don't let you eyes rob you of the emotions
Like they have of me
For you can surely see the light
Not like the darkness I have to fight

If only I could ever see a star
I can promise you the moon
For my love goes only as far
Where in a lifetime you may not reach soon

I am in love and not pragmatic, such a fool
Letting emotions shape their lives like a tool

I wouldn't want to know
What I would want then
I still doubt what i now
Love I wonder one proves how?

Should I just forgive and forget
May be you don't as much regret

I don't see red or blue
For me love it seems is still a clue
Letting me love you so much
I only blame you, not my nature as such

I may not be the only one, I know why
Loving you under the sun or the moon lit sky
I can only see as much I can confess
You cannot look into my eyes, how else can I profess
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Don't do hope

Hope

Goes against our doctrine of "Geeta"- Karam kar phal ki ichha mat kar.

Why do I fail to live by the doctrine?

Love?
Compomise?
Perfect consort?

Proud parents?
Better paying job?

Luck?
Dilemma?

Expectations?
Memories?

Vices?
Freedom?

Virtues?
Obligations?
Responsibilites?

If love is selfish or selfless?

Of fire & wheel vs. Oil & internet

Critics vs. Patrons?

The Look vs words?

Talons vs. Gravity

Introspection vs. Solitude

Treasures vs. Wonders

Shots vs. Scotch

Chemistry vs. Art

Scheme vs. Intuition

Hunger vs. Need

Language vs binary

Himalayas vs. Mumbai

Cutlery vs fingers

Delicacy vs. Nutrition

Necessity vs. Luxury

Will vs. Ill

Hopeless love

Ulterior motives vs. Needs

Barter vs. Money

River vs. Well

Well vs. Tap water

Akkha vs. Bareek

Solitude vs. Loneliness


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Granted

Why do you take me for granted?

I stopped for you, I ran for you
All I did was think of you

Hours didn't matter nor did ways
For you I muted my personal says

Have you treated me as a pawn
Or is it a suspicion that has dawned?

This gambit may not save the crown
For your pride I have masked my frown

Collaborated and compromised
For the schemes you so frquently deviced

Trying to salvage pride if I have you failed
For you I have my committment nailed

Others have held you hostage and you acceded
Unethical I thought and this way I never needed

Or have I taken you for granted?
Surely for you, my life is not granted

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Earn

I thought wow and she said hi
Like a shower from clear sky
And then came money

What began, may be last time
Repeting this birth in my prime
And then came money

Her dreams and my eyes
Her perceived realities and mine perhaps lies
And then came money

Hopelessly needing her
Helplessly missing her
And then came money

Her aura her halo
Till now my life, shalow
And then came money

Think I am in love
And then came money

Her time and my memories
Life now is a fairy tale
Am telling myself stories
I need a bail
And then came money

In her eyes I see the twinkle
The spark I have been waiting for
Her words a melody, jingle
And then came money

Man in the making
All it took were your dreams,
Destiny has it for me, taken
Am finally awaken

I will earn enough and more
Will fix it in this birth
Like always
Nor can I promise you the moon nor this earth

It may be too late
To carry on hoping for you
Your dreams I will fulfill
On me its due

Its you that I yearn
For you more than you want I will earn.
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Deserve

Do I deserve

The love I have for her
Or the fate that may incur

The feelings, their innocence
The thoughts, their reticence

The premoniton of a wonderful life with you
No promises only hope, or is it a clue

The hurry and worry
My love I cannot be sorry

The promises I cannot make
Its you for my life I take

The sleepless nights and my dreams awake
My living or hope, I don't know which one's fake

The distance between us
You are beautiful, and thus

I so didn't plan for this
But your love, I don't want to miss
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AS IF LOVE AND LIFE

As if life in heaven and life on earth.
As if possible and sensible.
As if an expression and a confession.

As if beats and harmony.
As if feelings and expression.
As if a dilemma and the hope.

As if reading and writing.
As if adaptation and manuscript.

As if sunglasses and myopia.
As if nexgen and evolution.

As if ephemeral and perpetual.
As if exceptions and eternal.

As if circumstances and foresight.
As if favours and sacrifice.

As if a choice and no option.
As if pure and concoction.
As if obsessions and realisation.

As if errors and reluctance.

As if anticipation and destiny.
As if luxuries and necessity.

As if right and what's left.
As if tangents and circle.

As if instinct and singular.
As if distinct and plural.

As if ego and pyrrhic victory.
As is gratification and trajectory.

As if lightenings and cloud.
As if today and to-day.

As if spellings and spell-check.
As if rhyme and rythym.

As if a joker and the king.
As if a king and the king-maker.
As if value and worth.

As if stupid and real.
As if cupid and surreal.

As if luck and a dice.
As if "6" is nice and rolls thrice.

As if will and compromise.

As if need and euthanasia.
As if weed and anasthesia.

As if journey and destination.
As if attention and subconscious.

As if temptation and responsibility.
As if sense and sensibility.

As if age and achievement.
As if supplements and enrichment.

As if a window and a roof open.
As if a tenant and an architect then.

As if belonging and duty.
As if anxiety and that's the beauty.

As if cosmetic and fleeting.
As if beauty and ongoing.

As if dusk and dawn.
As if tusk and pawn.

As if my drama and a celestial conspiracy.

As if every word's worth and silent
As if sonnet and meaning lent.

As if dharma and karma.
As if action and expectation.

As if equals and heirarchy.
As if now and ever.
As if patrons and art.

As if material and cosmic.

As if a compromise and eventual demise.
As if you judge and not so wise.

As if BALANCE and support.
As if engender and severe.
As if a lighthouse and shore.

As if a shooting star and the sun.
As if annhilations and resurrection.

As if natural and nature.

As if hopeless HOPE and a prayer.

AS IF PROFOUND AND INCOMPREHENSIBLE.
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